Not to focus on the negative..but I feel like openly expressing ones fears makes the possibility of overcoming said fears, a little bit less daunting.

With that said, and in no particular order, I would like to compile a list of things/situations that would make me want to (most likely) die rather than deal with…

-Falling/being pushed into the lake at the Pirates of the Caribbean ride at Disneyland.
-Breaking my kneecaps.
-Swimming in Shamu’s tank at sea world…even sans shamu.
-Seeing/hearing/being chopped up by a chainsaw…I HATE haunted houses for this very reason.
-Having cellophane/saran wrap statically stick to my hand.
Who needs leftovers anyways?
-Being attacked by a dog.
-Having any type of creepy insect thrown or placed on me. SICK.

Anyways, just writing this list I feel like my anxiety levels have risen. But, hopefully by expressing my extreme, hive creating (just kidding, i’ve never had hives..but in the likelyhood of any of these events happening…well, let’s just say anything is possible), puke causing delimias, tomorrow morning I will feel better. Weight off my shoulders, so to speak.

I’ll make sure to keep you posted. Meanwhile, I am off to pull out some more of my hair and bite the utter shit out of my nails.

LOVES,

B

p.s. what jackass thought of this?